*stomps around, scowls at things*
Aug. 27th, 2005 10:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
linden_jayI am just in the most pissy-assed mood of all pissy-assed moods, and I've been stuck there for a good three or four days, and I just can't quite snap out of it. Particularly since I'm not quite sure what's caused it.
Could be moving.
Could be my job and the fact that I am steadily loathing it more and more every day.
Could be reading about wank that made my tummy turn inside out and backwards.
Could be the fact that I still have to clean my whole apartment.
Could be that I'm stuck in place, and I don't know where I'm going with my life yet while we're in London.
Could be that I'm just a pissy-assed cranky bitch person lately, and I need to snap out of it and get over myself.
I want to sleep for a month. But instead, I'm going to go to work and deny movie tickets to 12 year olds who think they should be allowed into 14A movies with no ID... because god knows that'll cheer me up.
Lord, I really am self pitying right now... somebody slap me around or feed me sourdough bread or just tuck me into bed for about a year.
Could be moving.
Could be my job and the fact that I am steadily loathing it more and more every day.
Could be reading about wank that made my tummy turn inside out and backwards.
Could be the fact that I still have to clean my whole apartment.
Could be that I'm stuck in place, and I don't know where I'm going with my life yet while we're in London.
Could be that I'm just a pissy-assed cranky bitch person lately, and I need to snap out of it and get over myself.
I want to sleep for a month. But instead, I'm going to go to work and deny movie tickets to 12 year olds who think they should be allowed into 14A movies with no ID... because god knows that'll cheer me up.
Lord, I really am self pitying right now... somebody slap me around or feed me sourdough bread or just tuck me into bed for about a year.
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Date: 2005-08-26 03:12 pm (UTC)It'll get better. One way or another.
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Date: 2005-08-27 02:35 pm (UTC)Getting Firefly helped. Now all I has to do is get rid of this headache, pack, move... *takes more tylenol...*
It'll get there.
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Date: 2005-08-26 03:18 pm (UTC)WHA?
That didn't help?
Huh?
Wha?
Harrumph.... no pleaseing some people.
*remebers she was told to not bait the bear and poke it when it's not happy*
*tiptoes away slowly*
*doesn't name the kittens while she goes*
*names a few cows though*
*runs*
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Date: 2005-08-27 02:37 pm (UTC)I think I probably would have named the kittens. But naming the cows was fun- I gave them all really long, kinda 'dork' names- I figured it'd be like they got killed for being nerds.
There was Clifford, Thaddeus, Bartholemew, Augustus...
Yeah, my godparents (whose farm it was) thought I was nuts. Weren't really wrong, were they?
*snugs*
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Date: 2005-08-26 11:01 pm (UTC)from one person with a sucky job, who is also packing, to another...
*hug*
Life sucks doesn't it? But fuck it, things will get better. You will get a nice job that you actually enjoy, you will meet people in London *pffts at prospect of another London,* you will realise your potential.
But most of all, *puts firm face on and taps foot* you WILL cheer up.
And if none of this works, buy ridiculous shoes and prance about the house in them :D Always works for me.
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Date: 2005-08-27 02:40 pm (UTC)You just plain rock, precious. I read your comment, and it made me smile, and it made me laugh. And I know you really do get it too.
And then after I laughed, I went and watched Firefly and totally Jossed myself out, and that helped too.
But I'm not above the shoe theory... I really want some green sneakers *envies your cowboy boots*.
MWAH!
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Date: 2005-08-27 04:44 pm (UTC)What's up sweetie? You didn't get stuck babysitting 2 wee doggies in an apt w/ no internet did you?
*snort* I'll be back on even if I have to bring the 2 wee hairballs back to my place.
Last night, I swear to god, one of them decided to lick it's feet for half an hour, then finally, finally settled down to sleep - only to snore in my ear. I had to poke and move it around a bunch then finally covered my ears!
Heehee - on the other hand, they was all snuggly/sleepy this morning so it's hard to stay mad at 'em.
Miss ya'll like hell. Look for me tonight! Mwah!
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Date: 2005-08-28 05:33 pm (UTC)No, no puppies for me. I'm working in the AH, but it seems like it's going to take quite some time for me to be able to convince him that getting a dog would be a Good Idea.
Did I ever tell you my cat used to sleep wrapped around my head, tangled IN my hair? Claws worked in through it, lil face stuck in my hair. I had Ginger scented shampoo that he just loved.
I've just been in a completely meh place lately- partly just exhausted, hating work, and hating moving, but it's starting to really wear me out. I hope it ends soon *crosses all crossable things*
MWAH!